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\"When Gregor Samsa woke up one morning from unsettling dreams, he found himself changed in his bed into a monstrous vermin.\" I stared at Eileen across the painfully white sterile table. Sometimes I cringe when she talks. I don\'t mean to, really. It\'s just that her words are loud and buoyant in my ears; floating around like shiny plastic beach balls in my brain. She isn\'t even looking at the book, which is closed and sitting solemnly in the chair next to mine. She is leaning back in her unforgiving plastic chair, counting florescent lights.  
 Carl is rocking back and forth with a restraint I\'ve never seen him use, his soft-toe

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and we all lose our charms in the end

Journal Entry: Wed Aug 16, 2006, 9:57 PM
sometimes being on this site makes me wonder who i am. i can look at this page and look at these words and these pictures and know that they arent mine, they havent come from me at all. sometimes i regret this. i worry that this really is me, that the me that's in my head right now is a delusion trying to kill everything good in my life. but i know that that's not right. that this is me, and all these photographs are just semblances of a life that will never be. and i'm ok, the tragedy, however, is that i allowed myself to be deluded for as long as i was i guess. but i think that it's better late than never to get back on track to the old self. we'll see how long it takes to get back into the swing of things. i know that there have been a lot of system upgrades since i've been around this brain of mine, and an overhaul of personnel but i guess that i would just like to say. introduce myself.

my name is kaja.

welcome back.
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Devious Information

  • Current Age: undetermined as of yet according to recent carbon dating tests
  • Current Residence: in a freshwater stream like a mischievous otter
  • Interests: films, traveling, nudity
  • Favourite movie: mysterious skin, brick, do the right thing, vanilla sky, x
  • Favourite band or musician: citizen cope, damien grey, imogen heap, magnet
  • Favourite genre of music: all
  • Favourite artist: francisco de goya, toulous lautrec
  • Favourite poet or writer: david sedaris, william carlos williams, michael chabon, mark danielewski, john hersey
  • MP3 player of choice: i hate ipods
  • Favourite game: i kill at beer pong
  • Favourite cartoon character: my name is chilly willy

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!jessicamadison:iconjessicamadison: Mar 1, 2008, 5:00:56 AM
Wow! You really are a brilliant poet, aren't you?

Why don't you join the poetry contest from [link] ?


It's free and every nitwit such as myself who enters gets a small gift

but someone like you might win one of their $10 000 or $100 000 prizes.
~MortonSaltGirl:iconMortonSaltGirl: May 7, 2007, 2:11:18 AM
You were here three days ago. I just remembered Deviantart existed. Pretty good times.

Love.

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Noli me tangere.
~Whiskeytown-Pirate:iconWhiskeytown-Pirate: Nov 2, 2006, 1:48:01 AM
zoom

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how the hell do we drug the clerk?
~Whiskeytown-Pirate:iconWhiskeytown-Pirate: Jul 12, 2006, 6:05:18 PM
[link]

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how the hell do we drug the clerk?
~Whiskeytown-Pirate:iconWhiskeytown-Pirate: Jul 11, 2006, 10:27:09 PM
this is me
[link]
ready to attack

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how the hell do we drug the clerk?
~insect540:iconinsect540: Jun 25, 2006, 1:01:23 PM
HI!!!

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988787
~Whiskeytown-Pirate:iconWhiskeytown-Pirate: May 29, 2006, 11:55:18 PM
i would bit yours

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how the hell do we drug the clerk?
~DiablaDiva5:iconDiablaDiva5: Apr 25, 2006, 3:30:39 PM
You get to experience Erica in a mere matter of two or so weeks.

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Oh, and I don't have a soul to save
Yes, and i sin every single day


Erica
~Whiskeytown-Pirate:iconWhiskeytown-Pirate: Apr 22, 2006, 11:51:39 AM
[link]

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how the hell do we drug the clerk?
~Whiskeytown-Pirate:iconWhiskeytown-Pirate: Apr 8, 2006, 1:24:56 AM
this too
[link]

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how the hell do we drug the clerk?
~Whiskeytown-Pirate:iconWhiskeytown-Pirate: Mar 31, 2006, 6:57:34 PM
i want you to have this

[link]

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how the hell do we drug the clerk?
~DiablaDiva5:iconDiablaDiva5: Feb 15, 2006, 6:09:33 PM
You really want me far away, huh?

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Oh, and I don't have a soul to save
Yes, and i sin every single day


Erica
~DiablaDiva5:iconDiablaDiva5: Feb 12, 2006, 12:12:19 PM
yes! yay!

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Oh, and I don't have a soul to save
Yes, and i sin every single day


Erica
~Whiskeytown-Pirate:iconWhiskeytown-Pirate: Feb 3, 2006, 9:20:38 AM
[link]

you skip your early classes
and ill brave those mountain passes

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how the hell do we drug the clerk?
~DiablaDiva5:iconDiablaDiva5: Jan 31, 2006, 11:03:10 PM
You've lost your mind, Kaja.

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Oh, and I don't have a soul to save
Yes, and i sin every single day


Erica
~Whiskeytown-Pirate:iconWhiskeytown-Pirate: Dec 17, 2005, 1:47:18 AM
i got you something.

i hope youll like it.

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how the hell do we drug the clerk?
~Whiskeytown-Pirate:iconWhiskeytown-Pirate: Nov 11, 2005, 7:26:19 PM
[link]

?

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how the hell do we drug the clerk?
~Whiskeytown-Pirate:iconWhiskeytown-Pirate: Nov 2, 2005, 12:51:13 AM
me
you
peru
???

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how the hell do we drug the clerk?
~unlaidenswallow:iconunlaidenswallow: Oct 14, 2005, 4:47:55 PM
Yeah I came back ... not that I have a whole lot at this moment to submit ... but I'll work on it. Too bad we can't submit scarves...

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Dammit.
~DiablaDiva5:iconDiablaDiva5: Oct 14, 2005, 11:10:33 AM
Yes...I rely on the wonders of the internet and Limewire to acquire her songs...

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Oh, and I don't have a soul to save
Yes, and i sin every single day


Erica
~unlaidenswallow:iconunlaidenswallow: Oct 11, 2005, 11:21:42 PM
Hello love, thanks again for having me at your house. Sorry I was such a giant slug the whole time. I miss spending time with you, I wish I could be around more. This summer I barely got to see you, and that makes me sad. At any rate I hope this year is fabulous for you and you learn tons, because I won't be learning anything so I'm going to depend on you to tell me about what's going on in the world now and what went on in the past as well. Anyhow, thanks for being one of the best friends ever, and don't let the man get you down, and don't knit too much.

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Dammit.
~Whiskeytown-Pirate:iconWhiskeytown-Pirate: Sep 23, 2005, 10:37:52 PM
im going to steal you

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how the hell do we drug the clerk?
~Whiskeytown-Pirate:iconWhiskeytown-Pirate: Sep 23, 2005, 10:37:27 PM
[link]

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how the hell do we drug the clerk?
~Whiskeytown-Pirate:iconWhiskeytown-Pirate: Sep 18, 2005, 10:58:12 PM
i do not tire of the
setting of the december sun
as you are who you always have been
the youthful girl of whom
has given every second of her life
and showed me how to be someone i
never thought i would know
as i pass by reflective windows i see
not only myself, but another,
someone who never leaves my mind
even as the december sun sets

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how the hell do we drug the clerk?
~Whiskeytown-Pirate:iconWhiskeytown-Pirate: Jun 30, 2005, 10:51:48 PM
we should sit down on a roof top and have a jones soda

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how the hell do we drug the clerk?
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